People do not understand what it feels like to wake up every morning just to feel like you did the day before: Useless. I wake up feeling overweight. Everyday, all I ever want is to be skinnier. People tell me I am perfect, only to make me feel better, but it makes me feel worse. I come off as a strong independent woman who no one can break, but really I am weak and envy those who seem to have a better body and life than me. I can not diet, I end up splurging. I can’t not eat, I crave fat foods. Exercising makes me feel sick, and brings a horrible pain in my calf. I am useless and never will feel full.
